Guilty, Guilty ME..

I saved this in my phone last night ( July 22 ,2008)

>>You know what, it's already midnight and I'm still waiting for my dad to sleep so I can use the computer. I felt the need in me to post something here in my blog and I fear that if I sleep, my thoughts will fade away and I wouldn't remember it in the morning. So I'll just save it here in my phone and transfer it in the computer when I get the chance.

A lot of things happened today ( we went to cat's house which is somewhere in calamba; read this post for more info-Bonding Moments: as always..) and though I had tons of fun, a quilt feeling keeps on bugging me. And yes, there are a lot of reasons why I am feeling like this.

1. I've been going to different places without informing my parents!
Though I've been doing this since HS, but it was not as often as now which is almost everyday.
2. I'm spending money that shouldn't be spent!
While my parents are sacrificing a lot of things for me just so they can send me to college.

3. I think I'm neglecting my studies!
I'm not satisfied with my prelims output. It's not enough specially when I am aiming for the scholarship, which I actually almost got last semester.


Conscience acts most of the time on negative things. You will not know and feel your conscience unless you have done wrong or if you are thinking of doing something not right. I do believe in the saying " Nasa huli ang pagsisisi" and I don't want to regret anything in my life. As early as now I'll try my best to correct these mistakes that I've been doing and rationalize first before doing anything. <<

But it's already 2am now and I have a return demonstration in assessing blood pressure for tomorrow. Argh! So much for correcting my mistakes!